I have a date

Finally I have a date for my knee revision. October 27. Gee I hope thats not a sign. That date would have been my 29th wedding anniversay and we all know how that turned out!!! Anyway I'll keep good thoughts. I'm also not ready to go back to work yet. And I'm sure as heck not going to go back to communications. I just can't do the shifts and I don't want the responsibility anymore of the people calling in or dispatching the officers.
Well Don and I are going to be friends and nothing more. At least until if and when the Polish princess moves to Canada. When that happens he will no longer be a part of my life but hopefully still in the girls life as well as the grandbabies. In the big picture its his lose that he isn't willing to try again with me. I've changed alot and I've grown alot (emotionally).........and I'm ready to share my life equally but oh well too bad for him. Anyway I'm going to focus on my upcoming surgery and I'm going to focus on losing my weight so I'm under 200 lbs before I get it done. That means following program exactly and exercising. So Jess keep me on the treadmill!!!!!!!! I also get the results of my stomach on Oct 18. So I'm sure I will have to schedule surgery for that too and lets not forget my back!!!!! At least when I finally do go back to work I will be better then ever!!!!!!!