a little better

Today things seem to be a little better. So far no fighting. I went out with Sara earlier and while I was out Jess cleaned upstairs and cleaned the kitchen. It was nice to come home to tidy house. We are going to get our taxes done tomorrow. We have to be there at 11. Hopefully we get some money back to pay off some bills. That will be nice.

at the end of my rope

I've pretty much had it. I'm tired of fighting. I wish we could just get along. I don't know what else to do. When I'm on the computer I'm expected to have conversations, watch tv and know what is going on. I don't expect others to do that when they are on the computer playing games or talking to people. If I say anything I can expect to have a fight happen. If the other person involved in this argument says they are moving out I'm going to lose it. That seems to be the answer to everything. Why try to fix it....just run instead. Speaking of running, still haven't heard from Don. Not that I expect to. I don't know what to do about his mail. Throw it out...send it to him COD or just toss it. Anyway I'm sure there will be another fight once this is read. I can hardly wait.

trying to keep up

Well I'm trying to keep up with this blog and it just doesn't seem to be working out for me. I think I'm just lazy. I went for my bone scan on Monday and I get the results on Wednesday March 1. I then see Dr. Gillen on March 6 and he'll let me know what we are doing especially if Dr. Martin isn't wanting to do anything. Jess's friend Mike is coming to visit next week. We are trying to get the house cleaned up and painted before he gets her. I hope everything works out well for Jess. She deserves to be happy. Sara went to ww this morning and was down. I am happy for her. Hopefully Jess and I can start losing as well.
Tomorrow we are going to get our taxes done. Keeping fingers crossed we get some money back.

racing is back!!!!

Well its back!!!! NASCAR is back. My life is complete. I went to Sara's and watched the race. Jess took Corbin and went shopping. We had a "party". It was fun. We watched the crowed on TV to see if we could find Don the jerk. We didn't see anyone who seemed to be dazed lost and confused.
I have to go for my bone scan tomorrow and I get the results from Dr. Martin on March 1. I see Dr. Gillen on the 6th and if Martin isn't going to do anything then I guess I'm off to Toronto. Willie and Harold flew home last Sat. Harold's sister Helen had a stroke and she passed away on Monday. Friday was to be a celebration of life for her up in Lagoon City. The girls and I were suppose to go and take Gail with us, but the weather was so bad up hwy 12 with whiteouts etc we didn't go. They flew back to Florida yesterday and already she has called me twice. Well I'll try to keep up with this blog on a more regular basis.

Don is a jerk

For the last few days I have been trying to contact Don to let him know that Aeva-Grace's blessing will be on April 23rd and that Westjet has a seat sale on for that time. I spoke to his brother who said he wasn't home and wasn't sure when he would be back. I called again and spoke to AJ who said "Uncle Don" wasn't home. I left 2 messages and sent him an email. Never heard anything back so I told Sara I would call him again on the 14th. I called and again spoke to Allan who finally said he was in Florida with his friend. He was sorry that he didn't tell me the truth the first time we spoke but Don had asked him not too. Well to make a long story short I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I told Allan to tell Don not to call me and that if he needed to call Sara. I called Sara and told her and she was upset and angry too. So was Jess. Then late last night it hit me.......he is in Florida for Speedweek. What a jerk........to put his family last. I sent him a last email and told him I wanted the money he owed me and he had to change his address cuz I would no longer be accepting his mail at our house. He is a selfish man who puts his wants and needs over the girls. And he hasn't even met Aeva-Grace yet. To think that I let him share the 2 most important girls in my life...Sara and Jess and that Sara would give him the honour of being Papa to Corbin and Aeva-Grace. What a selfish selfish man.

family dinners

On Sunday I was invited to a family dinner at Sara and John's house. Sara cooked a delicious turkey dinner. The kids were amazing as always and friends Rueben and Ken added to the mix of assorted nuts. Now talking about nuts. There is the issue of the wicked witch from the west. aka "Mon". She is a unique individual. Oh who are we kidding......she is a bitch. She is always saying things that are so uncalled for. She talks to much, too loud and says nothing that has anything to do with anything. She thinks she is best at everything. Calming the babies.......helping out...which she doesn't do unti I decide to do something and oh yeah she knows exactly how I feel about my knee. She doesn't have a freaking clue about anything. She is as phony as a 3 dollar bill.
On a sadder note Willie and Harold had to fly home for a week. Helen has had a stroke and is in the hospital and it doesn't look good. I lent them my car so currently Jess and I are vehicless except for when I borrow John's van. But on the positive side since we can't go out we can't shop and therefore should save money. (I like to live in a fantasy land!!!!)

Walking,sitting,standing......not an option

Yesterday we had a snowstorm....now it feels like winter!!!! I also went to Toronto with Sara to see Il Divo. It was ok. We left early. The best part of the whole thing was dinner!!! It was great. Well except for the part when I spilt a glass of water in my crotch. Good news.....Old Navy jeans dry very quickly!!!!....Anyway lots of walking,standing and sitting....today I'm paying for it. Knee is swollen, and sore. I also had to pick up my xrays so Dr. Gillen could look at them. Hopefully something will be done now. Keeping my fingers crossed. I had to call Dr. Martin as well and he was to call me back with the results of my blood tests. As of tonight I still haven't heard from him. I guess no news is good news. Sara has a touch of the flu so Jess and I went over this afternoon and watched the kids so she could go and lay down. I hope she feels better soon. Oh yeah got turned down by another bank. I guess I'll just keep plugging alone and stay in debt for a few more years........big deal!!!

my life is wonderful....my life is wonderful.....my

Life is wonderful. I can't believe how great it is. Everything is awesome.
Back to reality....my knee is crap....it is trying to snow and I wish it would cuz we live in Canada and we are suppose to have snow for the winter. Not rain. I saw Dr. Gillen on Friday and he thinks I'll have to have it redone. If I do have to have it redone we are going to see a doctor in Toronto. We went to see the kids today. They are doing fine. Tomorrow Sara and I are going to Toronto to see Ill Divo. It should be good.